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So for those of the weak of heart or those who don't want to read my bitchiness, then perhaps you best look away.
It's been, like what, two years since I made a journal update? And for the few of you who "watch" me, you may not know why.
Honestly, I feel lost in deviantart because there are so many talented artists and they get a bunch of views it seems. And good for them, they deserve it. My issue, however, comes from my f****d insecurities of feeling left out of the loop or not getting the recognition that I think I "deserve". I'm just wondering what it takes to be recognized.
I know I seem like a little bitch right now, although I did warn you, but I just feel frustrated with how I can create the most fantastic work and ever and it would just get lost among the thousands of other artworks here. Once again, I have nothing against the other artists here. They are talented and I commend them for their persistence, whether they are popular or not. I just need help with understanding that not everyone can be recognized and therefore make peace with it so that I can bring myself to keep posting my work.
Soooo..........yeaaaaa.....That's my immature little rant I guess.
It's been, like what, two years since I made a journal update? And for the few of you who "watch" me, you may not know why.
Honestly, I feel lost in deviantart because there are so many talented artists and they get a bunch of views it seems. And good for them, they deserve it. My issue, however, comes from my f****d insecurities of feeling left out of the loop or not getting the recognition that I think I "deserve". I'm just wondering what it takes to be recognized.
I know I seem like a little bitch right now, although I did warn you, but I just feel frustrated with how I can create the most fantastic work and ever and it would just get lost among the thousands of other artworks here. Once again, I have nothing against the other artists here. They are talented and I commend them for their persistence, whether they are popular or not. I just need help with understanding that not everyone can be recognized and therefore make peace with it so that I can bring myself to keep posting my work.
Soooo..........yeaaaaa.....That's my immature little rant I guess.
Jeez... It's been a while...
Hello old and new watchers. Thank you for joining me for another journal update.
A lot has gone on in the last entry. Gained a job, lost a job, kept a boyfriend, left a boyfriend, got a new job, changed within new job, and now I've emerged as a more enlightened individual.
I'm making strides to update my DV page and post more, which includes significantly increasing the time I update my journal/status. But I'm dedicating a lot more time to illustration and am actually working on a comic right now called "Eckstein". (If you go through my gallery, you'll see I've posted some designs for it)
Anyway, thank you for stopping by on my page and h
Moving and Ukraine Protests
So I'm going to be moving on the 1st to Pasadena for a job. I'm scared as one might expect, but I'm still very excited. Still, the stress has been bothering me more than it should. I'm irritable, I get more emotional over little things, and ugh. I'm just over it. <insert complaint about life here>
The good thing about this move is that it's to Pasadena, so I've got that to look forward for. The city is nice (after all, that's where the Big Bang Theory takes place) and the job will be for video editing at a documentary studio. My co-workers are really nice people. Yay nice people!
Anyway, it's late, and I'm watching Live footage of the
Belated New Years Post
Hey Y'all. So it's about 2 weeks past the new year and I'm going through a lot of transitional changes right now. I'm going to be moving to Pasadena, I'm dealing with car part issues, and I'm making more and more adult-oriented choices. (I hate being a grown up!!)
Anyway, it's been about 3 or 4 months without posting things, so to the very few people who are my watchers, I apologize. My time-management skills are still developing. However, if things go according to plan, I should be able to post a lot more frequently. Also, once I get more settled into my new situation, I may start taking commissions.
Alright. That's just about it. A little
Too much all of a sudden
I have not been able to do any art for the last couple of weeks. This is due the fact that I've been busy with my Internship/job working at Interloper Films.
Unfortunately, I haven't had the change to upload anything or even create content. Sorry!
I'll hurry up through my work to post some new stuff.
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